Husband, your gambling will make us homeless

Sounds like an indie song title.
So, I went to school this morning at about nine but didn't have the password for the mac in the media suite. It's completely insane.
But I'm going to see Jonny tonight instead of going to Jo's birthday party.

Grey Ice Water

I've used this as a post title before. Nice.
I'm gonna miss Jonny so much. Insert sad face.

Pancho's

Going for a meal at Pancho's tomorrow night (tonight) with Jonny and his friend Nat. I'm not sure on the circumstances or any of that. I meeeean. I've been ordered a chicken wrap or something. Chicken fajitas. I hope it's not just the three of us. If there are people I know there, it'd be easier. Or maybe not. If me and Jonny outnumber Nat, then maybe that'd be easier? Hm. I'll see how it goes, anyway.

This is gonna get in the way of our artistic Chinese film. Ah well.

So, um

I'm "seeing" Jonny now. Had an amazing night last night.
Calum gave me his brother's ID, which looks nothing like me, but it got me in to two clubs, which was cool. Met loads of new people, and also Southwell's daughter Rosie and Alex Ross's sister Chesca. Or.. however you spell that. Anyway, we started by walking down to Calum's house (It took us a while to find it) and having a few drinks there. After a pathetic three glasses of wine, I was having trouble looking at things and I almost fell over backwards. We then went to the Office, which was alright. Then we went to Walkabout, which I liked. Then Time Bar, which was a bit dark. Then everyone disappeared and I walked Jonny back to my house. We had "fun", I guess. Jonny was hangovery in the morning and was sick in a bag. How.. cute? haha. Anyway, my grandma likes him.
It's a shame that he's going on Friday. I'll have to wait ten weeks for him to come back to Carlisle! I'm gonna have to go down to Sheffield some time. What is this?

TREAT ME LIKE THE SEA

OH SO SALTY AND MEAN, A HA HA.

I've forgotten what I was going to write, oh well.
It's Jonny's 20th tomorrow. We're going out somewhere.

So, today

Was texting Jonny, and went into town with Tom. Was going to meet up with Jonny but he had to go home or something. Me and Tom saw Jonny saying bye to his friends (who include my drama teacher's daughter...), then went, "Hi!" and he stopped to say hello for a few seconds. He asked me to go out on Saturday with him (his 20th birthday...), and that we should go for a coffee some time (I don't like coffee...). When he was gone, Tom told me that Jonny was too gay. And I know deep down I need Tom's complete approval of any guy I meet, which I then told him. But whatever. Who cares? I want to see Jonny. I'm terrified that he doesn't think much of me. How to explain? I don't want him to think that I mean nothing? I don't know how to explain it. It makes sense to me.This was taken in Fats on the night that I met Jonny. It goes:

David, Me, Bob, Paul and Mike.

08:09:15

Hey! U shud hav stayed i wud hav driven u home! Wud av bin nice 2 wake up wt u :) thanks 4 cumin bk 2 concrete! Thanks 4 da nite xx

Howww do I reply to that?