Oh woe

I've got a few great ideas. But either beginnings or endings. That's not how it works. I'm having difficulty plucking up the courage to start writing. I'm so self-critical or whatever.

I've got two essays to do today, or on Sunday night in a panic. I can't motivate myself.

I'm going to Sheffield again! Yes.

Got lost after CFM

Had a really good work experience day at CFM.
Got lost in a Matrix style suburbia.
Random groups of identical chav girls: one pregnant, one with pram, one younger.
Got there eventually though. I met Amy with guess who? Felicity! From like when I was younger.
That was interesting.
I'm in love. Did I mention?

So I was thinking

The Star Trek universe is pretty big. The Star Wars universe is possibly bigger, but not as interesting. But Heroes is limited to Earth, but that's still pretty huge. I might write something short for Voyager some time.

Hahaha

Happily in love. Whirlwind romance and all that.
I might start using this for limited fictional forms.
This photo is terrible.

Oh no I'm neglecting this!

Going to see Jonny in Sheffield tomorrow. Staying over two nights. I'm so so excited.
MEDIA! I was behind but now I'm in front!
http://www.freewebs.com/howtodestroyarelationship is the address!
All I have to do is make the title sequence and upload the trailer to the website.
I'm so excited.

I think Jonny said that he loved me

But I may have misheard. That makes me sad. I got all tearful once he got on the train, so I didn't hang about. I was considering getting a hankie out and waving it, whilst in black and white, like in a 50s war film. Didn't happen, though. I'm gonna miss him.

Husband, your gambling will make us homeless

Sounds like an indie song title.
So, I went to school this morning at about nine but didn't have the password for the mac in the media suite. It's completely insane.
But I'm going to see Jonny tonight instead of going to Jo's birthday party.

Grey Ice Water

I've used this as a post title before. Nice.
I'm gonna miss Jonny so much. Insert sad face.

Pancho's

Going for a meal at Pancho's tomorrow night (tonight) with Jonny and his friend Nat. I'm not sure on the circumstances or any of that. I meeeean. I've been ordered a chicken wrap or something. Chicken fajitas. I hope it's not just the three of us. If there are people I know there, it'd be easier. Or maybe not. If me and Jonny outnumber Nat, then maybe that'd be easier? Hm. I'll see how it goes, anyway.

This is gonna get in the way of our artistic Chinese film. Ah well.